You were the last good thing about this part of town..

Mmm very fun last couple of days.

Sunday night..well the beginning just sucked I'd rather not get into it. Then we went to pick up my Aunt and Grandpa from the airport. I was really tired though. We came home and my aunt gave us stuff from Hong Kong and Indonesia and stuff. Aww it's so cute!! We talked for a bit and made plans for Monday.

Ahhhh I woke up at 8 in the morning! I was so tired but oh well. We went to Perkins for breakfast. Mmm yummy. Then we went to Target and Marshall's and shopped a lot. Ahh we spent like a ridiculous amount of money by 1 in the afternoon. Then we came home and went to the Mall where I proceded to buy lots of things. Hahah mm I love it.

We came home and I wanted to cry I was so tired and I still had a basketball game to go to. We all went to the game and it was sweet. We won. Oh man it was intense. Haha so then we came home and ate cheesecake and watched Bride and Prejudice which we had bought earlier. It was so cute! Aww I loved it. Everyone deserted me and my sister so oh well.

Then Tuesday I got up a little later. We went to lunch at the Anchor Bar. Then we went to the Mall again and TJ Maxx. Ahh I love it.

Dinner was rough Tuesday. We somehow started talking about my Gramma and ahhh it was so hard. I don't know it was and still is so hard to grasp that she's not here..and she won't be here ever again. I hate it. I hate how my Grandpa is so lonely. I miss her. I miss her so much.

We dropped em off at the airport Tuesday night. I was sad. Just really sad cause so much is changing and this summer has just been so bad. Grrrr.

Uhm came home and watched Real World which like didn't help me at alll. I stayed up till like 1 to watch the new Laguna cause I'm flipping upset. Uhm can we say Talan is effing hot??!?!? Oh man I wanna marry him.

Woke up this morning and did none other than go to Alexandra's housee. Uhm we watched Gilmore Girls which depressed me. Cause everything depresses me. Then we went outside and laid out. My mom took me out after that. I came home and watched more Gilmore Girls. Me and Alex were suppsosed to go bowling but we couldn't so I just went back to her house. We got Henna tatoos. Omg we had so much fun tonight it was awesome I was laughing so hard. Dr. Femia is my hero. Ronnie thinks I'm psycho, but I still love him dearly. =P Ohhh Ronnie.

Now I'm here. Cause I'm wide awake. Grand Theft Autumn=love.

Why why why am I doing this to myself?? For some reason I'm feeling really determined. I don't know I kinda like it, but I know it's like not real. I don't know. I wish I was dreaming...still.